Although this life of mine has not been perfect,
With it's many ups and downs,
I would ask for no other life except this,
Because no matter what has happened, I know it for a reason.
Although it may be beyond my understanding why,
It will be used for good.
But it is not only the bad I would not trade my life for,
The good in my life has been overwhelming throughout the years,
The friends I've had, and the times I've had with them,
I would not trade for any others.
Not a rich life, or famous or infamous lives.
The love of my life stays close by, and I couldn't trade her.
Not for anyone, anything, anytime, ever.
no matter the thing
Never again will I let the temptations of life beleaguer me, for Christ is there with me.
Never again will I be alone in this life, for God has sent me friends to stay with me while I cry.
Never again will I stumble through the obstacles of this world, for I will take them with the people I love, and we will be strong together.
Never again will my relationships be tainted, but they will be pure, and they will last until my dying breath.
Never again will I let myself feel pain like I have felt, because I am strong through Christ, and my friends, and my love for them will endure through and through.
Never again will I let my friends suffer
To my dearest friend,
I love you. Don't ever forget that. You were there for me when I needed to talk. You have been there when I was sad, and when I was happy.
You were there.
But in the last few days, I have realised that I haven't been there for you like I should have. I have not been the friend you have been to me.
The only thing I can do is hope that you will look in the depths of your heart and forgive me, and to promise that when I can start being there by your side, I will.
I will be there.
No matter night or day, late or early hour, if your call comes, I will be there.
No matter whether the reason is important or not, I wil
My heart is scarred with the pain of past sins and regrets.
Although it may not be as scarred as many others, which have endured painful days, and sleepless nights, I have had my share, and I wish I hadnt.
But all these things, they make but naught in my life when I am with friends.
When I am in the presence of those who love me, the dark corners of my life fade to nothing, as if a light has swept over me, destroying the shadows of my mind.
I am free to live and love again.
I am happier than I have ever been.
But in the night, my shadows come to haunt me once more.
The darkness comes back, and settles, suffocating, on my li
As the black rain pours, falling out of the darkness, it masks my tears.
The night is the only friend I have to drown out my pain, my sorrow.
I wander the darkened streets, wet and tired, but there is no rest from the torment of myself.
The things I thought I loved the most float through my mind in a confused wreck,
Now only adding to the pain, rather than lessening it.
As the rain and tears mingle and stream down my face, I ask God for respite,
But I know nothing will come.
This pain I have is mine, and mine alone. I will not share it with anyone, for fear of getting them caught in this tangle of emotion too.
Her beauty far surpass
As the black rain pours, falling out of the darkness, it masks my tears.
The night is the only friend I have to drown out my pain, my sorrow.
I wander the darkened streets, wet and tired, but there is no rest from the torment of myself.
The things I thought I loved the most float through my mind in a confused wreck,
Now only adding to the pain, rather than lessening it.
As the rain and tears mingle and stream down my face, I ask God for respite,
But I know nothing will come.
This pain I have is mine, and mine alone. I will not share it with anyone, for fear of getting them caught in this tangle of emotion too.
Her beauty far surpass
My heart is scarred with the pain of past sins and regrets.
Although it may not be as scarred as many others, which have endured painful days, and sleepless nights, I have had my share, and I wish I hadnt.
But all these things, they make but naught in my life when I am with friends.
When I am in the presence of those who love me, the dark corners of my life fade to nothing, as if a light has swept over me, destroying the shadows of my mind.
I am free to live and love again.
I am happier than I have ever been.
But in the night, my shadows come to haunt me once more.
The darkness comes back, and settles, suffocating, on my li
To my dearest friend,
I love you. Don't ever forget that. You were there for me when I needed to talk. You have been there when I was sad, and when I was happy.
You were there.
But in the last few days, I have realised that I haven't been there for you like I should have. I have not been the friend you have been to me.
The only thing I can do is hope that you will look in the depths of your heart and forgive me, and to promise that when I can start being there by your side, I will.
I will be there.
No matter night or day, late or early hour, if your call comes, I will be there.
No matter whether the reason is important or not, I wil
Never again will I let the temptations of life beleaguer me, for Christ is there with me.
Never again will I be alone in this life, for God has sent me friends to stay with me while I cry.
Never again will I stumble through the obstacles of this world, for I will take them with the people I love, and we will be strong together.
Never again will my relationships be tainted, but they will be pure, and they will last until my dying breath.
Never again will I let myself feel pain like I have felt, because I am strong through Christ, and my friends, and my love for them will endure through and through.
Never again will I let my friends suffer
Although this life of mine has not been perfect,
With it's many ups and downs,
I would ask for no other life except this,
Because no matter what has happened, I know it for a reason.
Although it may be beyond my understanding why,
It will be used for good.
But it is not only the bad I would not trade my life for,
The good in my life has been overwhelming throughout the years,
The friends I've had, and the times I've had with them,
I would not trade for any others.
Not a rich life, or famous or infamous lives.
The love of my life stays close by, and I couldn't trade her.
Not for anyone, anything, anytime, ever.
no matter the thing
Favourite genre of music: Punk/Hardcore/Metal Favourite style of art: Photmanipulation - Dark/Fantasy/Horror Operating System: XP MP3 player of choice: iPod Personal Quote: Ego sum Vestri Atrum Angelus - I am Your Dark Angel
Hey random deviants...
I am working on a new project, called Atrum Angelus. (That's just latin for Dark Angel)
It's a picture that i've been working on for a few days now.. and probly will for a few more. atm my first attempt is posted in my scraps.
I am already redesigning the angel.. mostly because i just pretty much stuck my head on a mannequins body and stuck it in, so it looks incredibly stiff, unnatural.. and crap. lol. :D
I believe I hav got a more natural pose for the body.. seeing as now pretty much js a body that has nothing to do with the mannequin anymore, and the head looks way more like i want it to.. more emo :D
And its l
For those people who watch my site, you may have noticed I have started putting landscapes up on my profile. I have decided that I like using teragen and photoshop, so you may be seeing more of them
Hey everyone..
I have started writing a few poems, or poem-looking texts.. I'm not really positive if they are poems.. but anyways, they're my feelings, emotions, down in writing.
Tell me what you think.
Criticisms would be appreciated.